Am I a Mess?
I'm thinking I've seen this movie,
Since it seems to follow me each day.
I'm living 'round your moments,
And it's killing all I have to say.
Playful hope with rusted seams, yeah.
Never thought I'd like bad dreams.
So leave your safety safely off,
I cannot do this by myself.
It gets too dark, it's too quiet.
Am I just a mess or just myself?
Fears frozen coast supplied the smiles
Of silhouettes I used to know.
Slept solid in a steady rock.
Would the last to leave please let me go?
Breathing had meaning this morning
Ashes always leave too much.
So leave your safety safely off,
I cannot do this by myself.
It gets too dark, it's too quiet.
Am I just a mess or just myself?
Been hurting - and fighting,
Been pissing - and moaning.
Hurting, fighting, piss and moan
A painful height that I've outgrown.
Hoping, feeling, losing tight
Just so you know, it just felt right.
